IS NOT FUN AND GAMES !
A while back, when visiting other personal homepages on
the Internet, homepages belonging to transsexuals, the first thing I would
see on a few of them was a warning of sorts. Basically it said:
"DO NOT TRANSITION! IT IS HELL! UNLESS YOU ARE ONE HUNDRED
CADJILLION THOUSAND PERCENT SURE YOU HAVE TO DO THIS.... DON'T DO IT!!!!!!!"
I envisioned skulls and crossbones. I would think to myself. How in the heck
can you call transitioning Hell?! I mean, here I am, finally discovering
myself, finally accepting myself and now you have the nerve to talk
down to me like this? You have the nerve to tell me that I shouldn't have it?
You have the audacity to tell me that
you got yours and now I am the one who has to stop and think:
"DO I REALLY WANT TO DO THIS?!"
Yeah, right. How convenient for you. How can you say that what
I need is such a terrible horrible thing?
I HAVE NOT BEEN
ON THE ROAD TO MORE HAPPINES IN MY LIFE !
Well, it took me a
while, but now I know why they wrote this. They are protecting me from
myself. Reading their "high and mighty holier then thou" warnings
made me angry enough to at least stop and think about what I was doing
and wanted to do. Now I know, that is their
intent, to make me think, to make all of us think, and to grow and
avoid making a dread mistake.
However, I would never dream of having this kind of
"cruel", "insensitive", "elitist" and
"slap to your face"
writings on my website, unless I really saw a need for it...
Well guess what....